Since I have a lot of new readers I'll give a synopsis of my relationship with L.  The rest of you will have to wait.  L was my first serious relationship after my separation and the first woman I was sexual with in 2 1/2 years.  She was from Spain and the European difference was there.  I liked the difference and learned a lot from her on being calm in a relationship.  We communicated well and the sex was great.  In our 3 months together I did fall in love with her.  The down side was that even though L said she wanted a relationship she sectioned me off in her life.  Looking back it was almost a NSA relationship.  She was always a little weirded out if I gave her flowers or a small item I found in the thrift store I knew she would like.  I was okay with it since I wasn't looking to get married, but enjoy the relationship.  Anyway L ended it with a Dear Mike email.  I knew it was coming, but I was surprised it was done in an email instead of face to face since we talked about everything.  It left a sour taste in my mouth which made the break easier for me.
Anyway I'm at the gym today a little later than my usual.  I'm resting between sets and who walks in the doorway but L.  She's surprised to see me.  I wave.  I guess she realizes that she did the chicken shit thing and walks over to see how I'm doing.  I'm expecting just a few words, maybe a handshake.  I forgot L does the full body hug.  I lean back against the door with my hands behind me.  We talk about the summer.  This is where it becomes a little fuzzy.  I think she said she'll see me around.  Then I get another full body hug.  She is painted to my body.  After a few seconds I respond with a tight hug back.  She continues to press her body hard against mine.  I think about saying I missed her, but that would be a lie.  I do miss the sex though.  So I give her a kiss on the neck and feel her smile.  Since she is not moving I keep on going.  I get about 4 kisses along her neck before she says she needs to go.  She has shopping to do.  Knowing L it was a big high to be lusted after.  
Too Much Swag and Sadness
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