Little of This, Little of That

Doing a little grieving today. Dreamt about how my Mom use to be. Not that it was a happy or healthy relationship, but it's what I grew up with. It was how I would describe. Now that is gone and its not coming back. So I guess somewhere deep inside of me I'm fully accepting it. The shock, anguish, anger, etc have passed and that leaves me with acceptance.

I've got whiplash from how it's been so busy for a while now and this week is dead. I know it's the holidays and most of my patients are away on vacation. This is the usual slow time for everyone except retail. I just don't like it.

Well looking forward to my date tomorrow with this woman. Like I said if it goes well she'll earn a nickname. We're doing Starbucks my usual on too since it's close to her place. Don't know enough about her to know what flower to get, but I'll see what looks nice at the florist.