I went to my storage unit to dig out my cookbooks yesterday. While there I grabbed my brief case since I thought it would be a good way to carry all my networking stuff. Opening it was like opening a time capsule. I haven't used it in 6 years when I was having my child custody case and fighting my ex's accusations of child abuse. I even had little pieces of paper with room and docket numbers scribbled on it. Anyway I was talking to Asp last night about it since it was major happenings. Afterwards she said did I know that I didn't mention "ex" I said "wife". WTF? I was truly taken back and didn't know what to say. I have no inclination as to why I did that. Because of that I'm scared that I'll do so again. I don't know if it's because I don't say ex really anyplace. My closest friends knew me when I was married so I just say her name. I'm perplexed.
At the moment home is not sanctuary for me and it probably won't be for a while. While it doesn't really stress me, it's not a place of full relaxation anymore.