I have to admit I'm starting to get tired of the roller coaster ride with Asp. I know all days are not created equal, but I was married for 10 years so I know how to just act "as if" on those days. However these I don't give a fuck days are starting to grow. Little things I notice quickly add up. Like yesterday when I got up and before I left I gave the GF a hug and said how nice it was to see her. My response was silence. Last night when I went to talk to her I got no response to phone or text. I know Asp sometimes falls asleep watching TV which is no big deal. However I expected a response when I awoke this morning. I didn't get anything until I texted her a few hours later.
I'm starting to think that we might be better friends than anything greater. Just going over day to day stuff today it flows. However the deeper stuff doesn't seem to work regularly. I feel myself making a decision sooner than later.
I got offered a part time job today with one of my business groups. It would entail growing their business groups. It's strictly commission basis. Also I can't advertise my business only theirs which would suck if they got another chiropractor in there. I need to talk to my business coach since he wanted to start a group and grow it. That would be a great team up for both of us. I could get the extra money and he would get all the extra business people since I would have the organization behind me to find people.