Sexual Bonding

While my relationship probably won't last with Tech girl. I had decided to make a decision once the holidays were over since this not the time of year to break up. While we may not be bonding on other issues we seem to be bonding over sex. While I enjoy sex probably more than the next person I in no way want it to be the only factor in my relationship. Even 20 years ago I didn't want that, but their was a greater chance of me accepting it. Nowadays sex seems easier to get while I'm dating. I had a relationship with the Latina that was all sex and nothing else. While fun it really loses it shine fast with me since I really enjoy the relationship. I know I'm not the normal guy and I accepted that fact a long time ago.

Anyway Tech girl blushes pretty easily if I say something sexy which is interesting because when we're in bed it's a different story. So we started at massage lotion and are up to handcuffs and whip cream. It's her ante and I wonder what it'll be.

A New Meme by Gypsy

Gypsy started a new blog. Asking questions for people to anwer.


Was there one person in your past (or present) who opened sexual doors for you? How?

I would say it was the Latina. I started have sex with my ex and throughout all our years I learned the basics. However with the Latina it was on a different field of play. We never had sex in a bed or at either of our places. We were a couple who if we wanted sex we pretty much had it. At work, in bathrooms, in stores (got locked in after it closed - not fun dealing with police), behind curtains with people around. I always said it was my porno relationship since it was just like being in a movie.

Ah Life

Ah life it's always an adventure. Before I went out this morning I sent Christmas cheer to most everyone in my address book. Then I headed over to see my Mom. I brought her a coffee since she didn't want anything else. I made all my family phone calls there so she could talk to them. Then I did her nails before bringing her back for lunch. Since it was a nice day I stopped by the lake to walk and get some exercise and fresh air.

When I got back home I checked my mailbox and read all the thank yous. Then I opened the last one and it was from L (old GF). I wondered did I accidentally send her a email? Was she still in the old computer address book? Reading it I found out my address was in her computer and she was wishing me a Merry Christmas. So I shot her back a quick reply wishing her and her dog Happy Holidays. Then I realized there was an attachment. So I opened it and it's pictures of her. The break up had been weird since she sent a dear Mike email. However once in a while we run into each other or she drops me an email. My friend the therapist always said she is just making sure she can always turn to me when she needs. I know she wants to be FB without the friends part. While attractive since the sex was great it's not where I want to go with a woman. I want a deeper relationship than we had and I know it's not going to get there. So I don't want to put my energies into something that isn't going to payoff in the long run. So it's going to be a rough couple of days with the opportunity for sex close at hand like it was after I separated from the Latina a long time ago. As always my choice is to go for what I want or what is easy.

Monday Monday

I got to work today and I turned on my PDA and nothing happened. I fiddled around with it for a while and still nothing. I was starting to get angry and worried. Then I thought when was the last time I charged this thing? When I couldn't remember and I knew it was way before the Stevie Nicks concert over a month ago I figured the battery went dead. I was amazed on how depend I had become on it to keep all my appointments. Happy to say it is working and charging at the moment.

My ex texted me today to inform me she had mailed out the divorce papers. So I was happy to tell my attorney he'll have them tomorrow and this can finally be over with.

After a long day in the office today I escaped over to Starbucks to finish up my marketing work. As soon as I walked in I was attracted to this woman who was sitting with her friend/business associate working on their laptops. I knew in a flash why I was attracted to her. She looked so much like the Latina I dated years ago. It was a very weird relationship, but the sex was awesome. My gibbering monkey brain had no problem meshing the two in my mind. However frequently looking over at her had no affect. I got a better response for the woman in her 50's that walked in. Even when her friend left and she was left alone, boy did she keep her attention on that laptop. Now before I get a bunch of comments I was looking to the point that she should have been calling the cops. Just enough for her to know I was interested. In my younger days I probably would have gone for it anyway. However older me I like to think is wiser and decided if she couldn't even give me a glance and a smile I was going to really be starving in a relationship. Although I did get a glance on the way out.