Lunch Time Follies

* A Reader Reminder - I work 2 jobs, visit my dementia Mother, drink at Starbucks, attract every nutty women in 20 miles, plus a whole host of other things in my day. I usually post 3 times a day.

Anyway I went to my lunch networking event. It went well. I ran into HR Girl from the other day. It is so funny as soon as I come near her she crosses her arms. She wasn't even facing me today. I could have laughed. Anyway She walked by a few times to touch me on the back or make small talk. It's her event so she can do what she wants. However She did give me a glowing testimony for my work which really stirred up people to get my card. So I give her thumbs up for that.

I did run into Chamber Girl. I like her. She still gives me hugs even though I believe she caught me staring at her cleavage one day. She does wear these low cut dresses. I run into at these events and we get to talking and soon as it even feels comfortable we separated. Next time I need to ask her out. I'm always trying to feel her out if she is seeing someone, but I never have the time with her. I have her card and could always call, but I like asking out in person. Just like breaking up it has to be done face to face.

Oh well off to pizza and Breasts Girl.

Curse of the Alpha Male

Annie over at Smart Love blogged about this the other day. I made my comments and she even pointed out some of my alpha male traits. I didn't really think much about it afterwards till my lecture this morning. I was talking to HR Girl who I had met at a all women networking function last month. She had approached me to talk. Fast analysis: lively eyes, nice smile, damn ring. Anyway we talked and set up this lecture with the company she works for. So we had time to talk this morning before and after the lecture. She is still trying to place forty something employees for new jobs. So I offered any contacts I had. Then I noticed it. She playing with her necklace. The image of a devout Catholic holding off the nasty vampire came to mind. I remember a few old dates going this way. Now I wasn't trying to pick up HR Girl, but I know me. I will adjust my voice tone to match someone else, but I don't match my body language. I'm usually pretty open with it. Then I remembered I've been talking to many women over the last few days. Just kind of happened that way. Thinking about it when this happens I drop into a different mode. I use to say it was a "predator" mode. I notice more with what women are doing. I call it this because I see more passive women move away from me and more assertive women notice me more. I have to admit I like the "alpha male" term better. Nicer to think of the women not as "prey". I enjoy being this way since I feel more alive, but the last time I was like this I was a different person and I objectified women. So I'm careful this time as I awaken this part of me. I don't want to drop back to the way I was, but I do feel Iike I have found a lost part of me.