Going Sane in a Crazy World

My journey through life and the lessons I learn to help me grow spiritually.

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Yes it has comes to this

No one pushes my buttons like me ex.  This was pointed out by my friend Paul who told me he can always tell when I'm all wound up since all I keep repeating is, "you know". Plus the only person who could do that was my ex.  I tried stopping during the conversation and nearly had a stroke. 

I'm closing week number 5 without talking to Eric.  All my phone calls and text are met with silence.  My letter last week to him was just call me.  I tracked down the house phone number and called.  I left a message on their answering machine.  It wasn't on last night.  Tomorrow I'll up it to a certified return signature deal letter.  Next week it will be a call to the police to make sure they are okay.  

The major thing of all of this is how fast I'm transported back 7 years till when we were married and how I was then.  It's freaking amazing.  So I've been doing a lot of self talk to bring me back to the present day.  A friend suggested I start referring to my ex and my son's mother in an attempt to recategorize her in my mind.  Hey I'll try anything.

Wish me luck.

3 people had cathartic therapy:

Your ex really sounds like a piece of work. I think you're much better off without her.


I wouldn't wait 5 weeks to be sure your son was okay...have you tried her parents? They would know...and you would avoid a police thing. Not good.


Wow, that is so unfair of the ex to do. Hugs to you and I hope you get things worked out!

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