Sick, Sad World

My sadness still bounces up and down today. I make sure not to fall into any pits, but I try not to suppress any feelings which is an old habit. I asked if my help was needed with anything at the house, but the ladies said everything was good for now. The only good thing with my landlord's passing was that I was able to turn the heat down last night. It was up to 78 and I was dying. I had closed the vent in my room to be able to survive. I'll be back there tomorrow for 2 nights and see how everything is going. This is a picture of the landlord from Easter this year.

I was wondering what to tell Eric with the landlord's death. He knows him and usually wants me to say hi. I worry with so much else going on in his life, but I'm not one for avoiding these events. So I'll talk to him about it. It won't be his first death and won't be his last.

Asp had gotten her son's cold. However the Christmas spirit has gotten her. So she went out with Saturn girl to finish up Christmas shopping. We were suppose to go to a Christmas party tonight, but I doubt that will happen. So I'll most likely make dinner for both of them. Not quite sure what it'll be yet.

I do want to thank everyone for their kind words.