Still Sorting

Relationship issues always take me time to sort out. One thing that is really bothering me is that I came out of this date/sleep over less connected than I went in. I'm sad to say if the Planner called and said it wasn't working out for her I would be okay with it. This last date I've seen the high cliffs that protect her and I'm not quite sure she's going to let me know what the secret passage is to get to her.

So as always with me. Action is always better than reacting. I saw that when we played Pente last night. So I'll ask her about her vulnerability and her readiness to let me into her life. Since the statement to me of, "I'm never being vulnerable and in place to get hurt again," kind of says it all to me. Hopefully I'll know by the time our Wednesday date is over.