The Stuff of Dreams

Yesterday was a home run for me. I'm a people pleaser at heart so stating what I want is a bit problematic. I'm a lot better than I was 10 years ago, but it still isn't a walk in the park. I instructed MT1 about what I wanted done in the office cause I know this relationship could get ugly real fast if I didn't set up my rules. It all went over well and we'll see how it goes. I would love it if would stay on track forever, but that's just the delusion in my mind. Secondly I scheduled sometime with a chiropractic friend of mine to talk weekly on the phone to improve both our businesses and hold each accountable.

The last one I'm not quite sure if I'm making Kitcat uncomfortable. I asked her if I could see her last night. She was apologetic since and restated that this was a tough time school wise for her. I told her I knew that, but I don't like to leave things up for granted. I know this goes against what I was just stating. Hey I know the right thing to do, it's just getting myself over that hurdle. I told her it was important for me to see her. I understood she was busy and was okay with it, but I would still ask. Cause I don't want her to think that I'm casual about it.

Now on the other side of the coin. When I'm not dating anyone, sex really doesn't come up for me. Holy shit when I am the motor just runs overtime. It's been a week and a half since we last had sex. Jeez the dreams I'm having at night now. Oye. It's going to be a long 5 more days.