Tuesday Wrap

Besides one patient cancelling it was still a great day which makes it 2 days in a row. I can't wait till it's the norm. All my patients pretty much bunched together makes it much easier for me. Now I just need to sit down and systematize everything better instead of it just being in my head where my day to day emotions can nudge it any old way.

I agree with Senorita wants my attention. Tonight was more funny than anything else. After dinner I ironed my clothes Inverse came down the stairs to do her triceps push ups next to me. There's physical attraction between us, but I like where I live and I'm not moving. Two there really is nothing to be gained for me. She may be a hottie and she is nice to look at, but I don't want anything else from her. I'm trying to use the whole incident to exorcise the remnants of this attraction for this kind of woman.

She hasn't tried to physically interact yet which is good cause I know that will be a problem. Inverse has started several times to indicate she would like treatment from me. It's always been interrupted which is great. She's not in agony so I don't feel any urgency and I know she doesn't have the money for it. If she was in a lot of pain and couldn't work I wouldn't have a problem with it. I offered Single treatment when she hurt her back and was having a hard time doing her duties as a waitress. She needs money to feed her kid. I'm happy to help. I just don't want to get into a situation that Inverse owes me anything. I don't want her knocking on my door one night to pay me back.

Happy girl and I are still playing tag to nail something down. More sure to follow.