Someone attached a harness onto me today without me knowing and tossed me into the deep end. It's all good stuff, but I have to admit it's been a day outside my comfort zone.
It all started when I went to see OVDC and I told her that I would probably not be attending the seminar we talked about. She was like you have to go. I informed her with the extra taxes I had to pay and the Comic's engagement ring I was strapped. The money may come in or may not for the due date. She told me she would lend me the money which I found extremely nice. However I find it hard to accept cause it pushes me into that area that I'm worth it which is hard for me at times. It is funny that I really want to go to this seminar. So I put it in my calendar and am doing everything like I'm going. I never knew if I would be able to afford it or not. Now this comes up. Pretty interesting.
The next thing is that I've been back and forth with an attorney about being a witness for my patient. He's been wanting me to do it with that patient paying me after since he doesn't put any money up front. It's been difficult standing my ground with the same answer of not working for free. Hey I'm a people pleaser. Anyway he scrounged up money finally to offer me money to show up for an hour and be an expert. I took it since I could use it. Again it's a large amount so now I have to be comfortable with being worth it. I'm having a hard time with it.
This is all my usual core problems which hold me where I'm at. Since I'm moving slow with it I see the universe has given me a big push.
The last thing is I got quoted by my state association in our drive to get new members. It's interesting to open the flier and see my quote there.