It's been slow here around the office, although I don't seem to be sitting around that much. I've been planning and implementing marketing for the next few months. The most difficult thing is the pushing out to a further point than I'm use to. I remember hearing a story of a young man who increased his sales by four fold. However it was more than he was comfortable doing. So when he reached what he was use to doing he would stop working and go and sit in his room with the blinds drawn. I can relate since there are some days when I walk out of here feeling really uncomfortable. However I'm trying to tell myself that its a good thing since I'm changing. This is the point when I always drop back to where I was. I've been over this ground so many times I know every blade of grass on it. I tell you it's hard changing years of conditioning.
The Comic and I are coming up on 8 months now. This being my longest relationship since my ex is getting a bit rough. Not in a bad way. Just I'm use to being by myself and doing things my way. So I'm biting my tongue a lot since I know I don't know everything or the right way for everybody. However it's a workout. The Comic has been helping me with marketing. She wishes she had my speed with the way I do things. I can't watch her while she's working on my stuff since she does things VERY different than I would. They work very well for her and I know what she does them, but I want to control when it's a new area. It makes me feel comfortable. However it's not the way of a healthy relationship. So we end up laughing at each others ways.
I still haven't spoken to Eric all month which is the longest since my custody battle years ago. I was going to call my ex when I realized when I loss a bunch of contacts 2 weeks ago, she was one of them. This week's weekly letter will be a bit more strongly written for him to call me. I have a feeling this doesn't bode well.